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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Feed back abt my blog!!!

Well this is what one of my friends had to say abt my blog...couldnt get more direct, can u? :)

Guess havin gud time in cafeteria. Got bored at office and visited ur blog spot then found work was better :)

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Tired of giving titles to my scribblings

What is worse than being a vegetarian in a Country like the united states of ameriga? Working in a cafeteria that offers free food to all the employees. :( I guess the food is part of my package and i can hardly eat anything there except for the dessert. :D Well my luck that i am in the delivery section, so that tons of Beef,pork,chicken,fish,shrimp and hamburgers&hotdogs pass through my hands. I guess if u see huge number of Xtra Large sized ppl in US now u know y. Goddamn it, they eat so much meat that they need to be working 24 hrs a day to even burn off even half of that energy. Its kind of sad really...! But some of the fitter ones r extremely fit as well, esp gals ;)

Well its a kind of humbling experience working in a cafeteria, never knew how it would feel like working in one. But i guess the experience here is almost 180degrees out of phase with what it would be in India. Here all the students who come in for their food take say "plz" "sorry" "excuse me" instead of ordering Get me this, get me that, this is a quality i really like from these people. They treat everyone with respect, even though its just superficial and they really dont care even if it was some stick standing there, but atleast its not rude. And people who work along with me also dont give an inch of self-respect and dont let anyone ill-treat them as well.

Probably if i learn anything from this land, then it must b to respect all individuals and dont judge people based on their work. I'm not saying that i misbehaved with people in India, but I dont know, i didnt give respect to them. Tat much i remember, coz i told one of my friends who asked to increase my tip to waiters that "they get paid man, y bother?". which reinforces the point i mentioned in my previous post, But i have learnt my lesson!

So b it!!!

Monday, September 12, 2005

Evil Personified!!!

Well I guess its kind of a revelation that hit me while I was playing a game of basketball. I read somewhere that "How you play a sport shows a lot abt who ur!!!" If that is the criteria, then surely I am not a nice person to know!

I mean this is kind of confession, where i get to say what i am!!! I am a pretty evil person. I stay good to people who are good to me and if they turn their back on me and if I get a chance, i do the same to them even years after what they have done. One of my friends always used to tell me that I rememeber "Everything!", which i dont know was a praise or a curse!

Well coming back to the game, When i was pushed by one of my friends who was playing along with me, i took it and patiently waited for the oppurtunity and kindly returned the favour. Well It might not sound so evil, unless ur in the receiving end:) It was a pretty bad foul! i wouldnt have been bothered so much abt tat, but when i repeated the same kind of thing when i was playing cricket yesterday, I was shocked at what i did!

I am MEAN !!! Well I guess sometimes even when i know what i am doing is wrong, i just do it, because somebody else did to me once. If ur looking for maturity or responsiblity from a person, then u should b looking elsewhere. Well i am not proud of this trait, there is little i can do abt this!

I am just hoping that someday i will have more control over my emotions, instead of letting what other ppl do control my actions! I hope there is a nice ending to this and every1 lives happily ever after....